Losing My Grip

I can’t help but feel that I’m losing my grip,
I’ve held onto you for so long,
Yet from the start I felt as though you were slipping away.

I took time away from you,
Time to myself, to think,
I thought I could keep moving on,
I made a decision that almost hurt me badly.

I came back, into your loving arms,
Back to the fear of losing you,
It feels inevitable to me, I will lose you no matter what,
I hold on still, hoping to keep you by me,
Wishing that you wont go.

I struggle to stay optimistic and keep an open mind,
But still the walls seem to close in on me,
I know it would hurt to lose you for good,
As I know how hard it would be to go on without you.

I feel like I’m losing my grip,
And still I hold on,
I know I could lose you,
But I hold onto every shred of hope in me,
That says to me, I will never be without you.

I feel like I’m losing my grip,
But still I hold onto you.

Love You in the Storm

The darkness settles down,
A dark and cloudy night,
there is only one source of light,
Even in darkness I love you like no other.

Though lightning flashes,
And hail pounds down,
Or rain pelts against the windows,
I can drown it all away.

The light, The center of my life,
My guiding light,
Even in the darkest dark,
Is only you.

The storm my rage,
The weather may be frightful,
And the seas may be raging,
I will love you in the storm.

No storm,
No weather,
No disaster,
Can stop me from loving you.

I’ll Love you in the Storm.

The Pain of Our Love

I stand here,
alone in my darkness.

Tormented by my pain,
Brought to tears by my love of you.

Separated by so many miles,
How we long to hold one another,
How I long to kiss so deeply.

You cry out my name and reach out for me in your dreams,
I cry out your name and reach out for you in my dreams,
Our days out of touch truly seem like weeks,
Just as our weeks out of touch seem like months.

You long to hold me close to you,
You would never dream to let me go,
I long to hold you close to me too,
I would never dream to let you go.

A bond so strong that it can not be broken,
A love so strong it can not be shattered,
Our love so true we will not be torn apart,
Somewhere we shall meet and become one.

Our pain, our suffering shall soon be no more,
Our hearts will combine into one,
Our pain will turn to joy when we come together,
We will be happy,
Finally able to love and hold one another.

Love and Pain

I thought you cared,
I thought I was yours,
I thought you loved me.

I cared for you,
I wanted to be yours,
I loved you deeply,
If only in a virtual world.

I went away,
Like a soldier to war,
I came back, and you no longer cared,
I saw that he meant more to you than I did,
I turned away and walked home,
Only to find my home gone.

Our home gone, our land owned by another.

All I ever wanted was your love,
All I ever needed was your love,
All I thought you wanted was my love,
All I thought you needed was my love.

You turned your back on me, while I wasn’t looking,
You went with another, one who does for you what I always did,
You ripped my heart out and threw it to the ground,
You left me wounded destroyed my fragile state,
You left me out in the cold.

I don’t care, I can get back on my feet,
I don’t care, I see a new side to you now,
I don’t care, the pain is almost unbearable,
I don’t care, you didn’t care,
I don’t care, I will move on,
I don’t care, I ignore the pain.

I just don’t care, how much it hurts,
I just don’t care, anymore.

You hurt me,
You made me feel secure and loved,
When push came to shove,
you hurt me,
I just don’t care,
I will move on.

A Love so True

A love so true,
Could it be true,
Could it truly be,
Could That be the one?

My life, always so empty,
My life, always lonely,
My life, full of pain,
My life, an empty glass,
Could you fill it?

Did I find the one,
Did I find that love,
Do you really want me,
Do you really love me?

Would you cuddle with me by the fire,
Would you kiss and hug me after a hard days work,
Would you let me be your comfort as well,
Would you let me be your one and only?

I remain true to you as you do to me,
I would provide for the family you give me,
I would return your love,
I would love you through all,
This is a love so true.