While I Lie Awake

While I lie awake at night,
I can only think of you,
I can only dream of you,
When I fall Asleep.

I go through the day,
Can’t go without you,
I see you every minute,
I think of you always.

While I lie awake,
Alone in my bed,
I imagine being with you,
I can hold you close,
I can keep you in my arms,
While I lie awake.

While I lie awake,
I can’t get you off my mind,
Why wouldn’t I ever want you,
In my mind all the time.

While I think of you,
During the day,
During the night,
When I’m awake,
Or when I’m asleep,
I always think of you.

Cheating for Gain

Cheating for gain,
Cheating for an upper hand,
Cheating to soar above the rest,
Cheating to look down on the rest,
Cheating to live a life of luxury.

A life of lies,
A life of cries,
Help me to escape,
Escape this lie,
Escape my life.

No way out now,
No way back now,
Don’t look back,
Don’t go back.

If you fall what of those you pushed down,
Those you used to get to where you are now,
They lie in wait for you, ready to take your place on top,
Watch all you cheated for go to waste before your eyes,
The walls fall in around you, the depression will set in,
You’re stuck, no way back, you can’t undo what you’ve done.

You begin to wonder,
You begin the ponder,
Was it worth it,
Why did I do it.

I’m lost,
I’m alone.